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About Me Member Emotional Poet Timothy Restor19/Male/United States

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Barely

I barely even know your face Nor do I know what lies within Despite I’ve felt your warm embrace
And since I’ve longed to feel again
My heart is quick to fall for you But scared am I to fall too fast I ask if you could want me too If ever love should come at last
I seldom see you in my dreams But nonetheless have missed your sight You cross my mind each chance, it seems But never when I lay at night
Can nothing ever spare my heart From pain if you should not be mine? Can nothing let this shame depart
Nor still the very han

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Fragile BoyThe strings on which these fingers play Are silent, and again, I say They’re silent as the hush of night Which bleeds into my soul despite The warnings I have long ignored In search of making something more Than withered words and boring songs And life for which my spirit longs
I play my part upon the stage Though no one sees it fall away From my poor face to show you now The burden borne upon my brow That cringes in the light of day Though nighttime is no time to play My games are just a rouse, an act So from my fears, my words distract &nbs Fragile Boy
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MetamorphosisI step into the black ravine Where heaven held my soul And locked within the fight to live I all but lost control
I sank among the wreckage And prayed to find escape To have clarity in darkness To find reason to create
Where I once was held in blackness I arose to bite the hand For where life had left a child They returned to find a man Metamorphosis
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When I Was YoursWhen I was young You held me close And whispered sweet my name You stroked my head You brushed my hair And never tired of games
We stayed up late As best we could I slept there by your side And when you woke Then I would too You’d leave, but say goodbye
When you got old Then I did too Though were full of life And still I curled Up by your head Each time you slept at night
But time went on And I got old Too old to run and play And soon you turned Your back on me And left me night an When I Was Yours
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If Only...If only time was held in place that moment that we met I'd would've hoped to kiss your face a kiss we'd not forget
If only I could feel your pulse with every word we spoke my heart right now would be your own instead it fell and broke
If only we were close and warm to feel a bead of sweat we'd be so warm for all our days from sunrise to sunset If Only...
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Do Any Of You Even Care? Cause I Don't

Thu Apr 9, 2009, 4:12 PM

Mood: Content
Listening to: Watching You - Heavens
Reading: Haven't read for pleasure in years...
Watching: Nothing of Interest

Hell, it's been a while since I last updated this...

Not that any of you really care, that is...

Life is swell, done with classes, hoping to go to Hawaii and Michigan this summer, visit some friends, and I've started recording music. I'm not looking to be a studio engineer for the rest of my life, but it's good to know how to produce my own professional quality tracks and songs. I've started to figure out what I want to do with my life, and beginning to understand the importance of being myself.

Oh yeah, and I've grown to understand the power of love, and how I love.
It's a complex thing, too much to say, too few few of you to care...

Adios

P.S. If anyone has any questions or concerns, say it, cause you only live once...

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